This is an apology to myself for all the stupid things that I still do to myself sometimes I give me hell I stop and wonder why Why do I keep on believing in things without rhyme or reason cause it's habit forming and not good for me It's just a collection another addiction So, I'm giving up almost everything cause I know enough to know I'm changing I'm looking for a new direction I need a place where I'm ok with self reflection I'm looking for a new direction cause every time I turn around I can't believe it but everything's still the same everything's still the same This is an apology to myself for all the stupid things that I still do to myself sometimes I give me hell I stop and wonder why Why do I keep on believing things without rhyme or reason cause it's habit for