However cash was tight, so I didn't have much to spend; which meant any decent rig was out of reach without months of saving. Months without a computer? Unacceptable - I quickly hit the used computer scene: pawn shops, flea markets and eventually Craigslist. After about a week of steadfast searching, I eventually struck gold on Craigslist – a high dollar gaming laptop being given away! He looked at me sadly, then glanced about the room. He went quiet then, and I knew I'd get no more answers. I accepted the computer and he helped me load everything into the car. Continue. Can’t keep fighting.