Christa wrote the following diarie entry: "Bloodhound I REALLY don’t want to do this! I’m only just coming to terms with what I am, what I become once a month. I don’t think I’ve even said the word to myself, not alone, not facing a mirror. And now, not only have I just shrugged and casually implied to Matt & Adam what they’ve known all along. I’ve volunteered as a bloodhound. WHAT WAS I THINKING?! On the whole I think I prefer plan A. No, I don’t think so either. The other me ate. I just really, REALLY don’t want to throw up half digested Adam.